new life,? mungkin.

salam alaik, 

it as been lon time since i last updating this lullaby,

i miss u. :)

those days are the day i'm searching myself, searching for the strength, actually a good reason to make me realize that i have to stay realistic, so enough with all those dream.!
then,
my first step is, making a new fb acc.
i think that the best way to get out from all those that always burden in my mind throughout dis time.
it still, my best thing ever had,
my best virtual friend.


RED VYRUZ


*kau dalam kenangan


i want to start over and start looking on what i've been missing before.
i want to start appreciating anything around me,
cause anyone, anything that exist around me must be reasons,
Allah know what the best.


so, yang bestnya pasal fb baru ni, 
aku letak nama sendiri,


NAZARIYAH MUSTAFA AFIFUDDIN ,


mula2 tu takut gak, takut org lain xkenal aku,
tp alhamdulillah, kebanyakan my friend still recognize me,
even pak cik (kwn arwah my dad) y sebelum ni xpernah chat dengan aku,
kawan sekolah y tak pernah sembang dgn aku pon dah sembang,
see? setiap benda hikmah kan? 
ada bnyk sbb aku decide nak deactve acc tu,
bnyk benda dlm tu y aku tak ptut stay with, bnyk benday patut aku lupakan. :)
Alhamdulillah praise to Allah,
my heart become calmer than before.
maybe benda2 y xpatut ada dalam kotak fikiran aku dah mula pergi, satu demi satu,
mungkin.
tipu kalau aku tak rindukan fb tu, sbb fb tu dh mcm bestfriend aku, setiap benda aku buat, mesti ada kaitan dgn red vyruz, even some of my collegemates pon pggl aku dgn nama tu. comel kan? ^^,
tp kalau pggl aku as nazariyah kan lagi bes? ada jgk mksd kan? 
mksdnya pandangan, penglihatan, moga aku hanya melihat benda2 y bermanfaat dlm hidup ni.
aku bangga berdiri di atas muka bumi Allah y luas ni sbg Nazariyah Mustafa Afifuddin.

*me randomly

p/s : pasal fb pon nak pot pet panjang! hihi

till then, idea susah kekeringan. :)